I’ve already mentioned this, but I really want to see this flick. Really really. I will memorize all of the songs and will have no clue what I am singing about. And I will do it with fervor. I especially like this song, especially when she chimes in, “Pourquoi les taire?”
Life. I’ve taken two sewing classes so far, HILARIOUS of me to think that I would need only class (that meets once a week, besides) to be a sewing champ. I’m of that strange breed that needs things banged into my head over and over again until it sticks. …Unless it has to do with movie/tv trivia. But I have these dreams of making my own clothes and it SHALL be a reality, so I hammer away.
Z. He is quickly becoming a blur, he crawls so fast. He’s constantly pulling himself up and testing his boundaries, letting go with one hand and trying to balance. He’s very vocal, and I’d like to think that he knows I’m mama when he says it. It blows my mind to think of him walking and talking, but we’ll be there soon. So soon. It’s time to get started on baking the next one! I wonder how long it will take this time. What if I can’t get pregnant again? What if? We’re entering into dangerous territory for me: wondering how long it’ll take, worrying that it will never happen… then when it does, worrying that I’ll miscarry again, and hoping that the baby will be okay…I can’t quite comprehend creating another little one and loving him or her with the same bone crushing intensity that I love Z.
Speaking of clothes, I love the Genuine Baby line by Osh Kosh. The colors are great (lots of oranges and teals)! At first I was doing cartwheels for Carters, but Genuine Baby has me…eh, you get the idea. But seriously. So cute!
And speaking of baby stuff, I just ordered a BabyHawk: . My co-worker Kerrie clued me in on it. She recently ordered an Ergo, but lusts after these bad boys. I got the pumpkin colored one, with some flower-ish detail on the back. I can’t wait to strap Z to my back and go! The sun has to come out first though…*glares at the cloudy sky and growls*
Yeah…I should go to bed.
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